One thing about family is that, they can make or break you. They can be the reason you excel in life or your downfall.
Well, don't listen to me. Playing the blaming game will get you nowhere.
Having a parents who argue constantly really take its toll on me. Especially if it causes your mother to blame you for everything. You can be the best daughter in the world but it can never satisfy her.
I think I can face anything in the world but the moment she became emotional and frustrated, I think that's it for me. I too will become fragile and depressed, I think?
Its been 2 months she has left the house. She keeps on moving between my sister's house, her friend's house and her mom's. I don't know what the ending will be. Will she eventually get a divorce? Will she reconcile with my dad? One thing about my parents, they can say everything and anything when they're mad or angry. But to hear them say "Im sorry" or "Im so lucky to have u" or something like that was impossible. Their ego outcome their love (well, if they still have it)
Well, aren't we all?
Saturday, August 29, 2015
Friday, August 28, 2015
My Very First...
Hola,
Fresh blog, fresh start. Fresh everything.
Why i create a new blog?
Hmmm. Maybe my new blog will contain more personal stuff and I guess i will speak truthfully from my heart.
So if my reader can find me here, then ok. good for them (not that i have many of them anyway)
If not, it means I'm mumbling here by myself. Alone. Hahahaha
Time feels so fast and Im getting older without me realizing it. Ive been married for almost 4 years now and still no kids. Maybe I'm planning, maybe not my rezeki yet. Only God knows.
But what I do know now, my life is about to change next month. Something that I have been wanting to do for so long but so afraid to take the first step now is knocking on my door. Sometimes I think it's not real. like it's a dream. But its time to wake up. Time to get out of my comfort zone and be in a different world.
What the hell am I talking about? Hahaha maybe for other people its just a small mater, but for me,its a life changing experience. I might make it, i might not. So it kinda thrilled me.
So my first entry just to give a small hint to what is going to be my next journey.
London is calling.
Fresh blog, fresh start. Fresh everything.
Why i create a new blog?
Hmmm. Maybe my new blog will contain more personal stuff and I guess i will speak truthfully from my heart.
So if my reader can find me here, then ok. good for them (not that i have many of them anyway)
If not, it means I'm mumbling here by myself. Alone. Hahahaha
Time feels so fast and Im getting older without me realizing it. Ive been married for almost 4 years now and still no kids. Maybe I'm planning, maybe not my rezeki yet. Only God knows.
But what I do know now, my life is about to change next month. Something that I have been wanting to do for so long but so afraid to take the first step now is knocking on my door. Sometimes I think it's not real. like it's a dream. But its time to wake up. Time to get out of my comfort zone and be in a different world.
What the hell am I talking about? Hahaha maybe for other people its just a small mater, but for me,its a life changing experience. I might make it, i might not. So it kinda thrilled me.
So my first entry just to give a small hint to what is going to be my next journey.
London is calling.
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